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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Tue, 25 May 2004 08:15:43 GMT

Sorry guys..i have moved to a new blog... www.Nastasshea.blogdrive.com

Those of u using xanga..so sorry lo.... i'll still check all of ur blogs! dun worry! xanga or non xanga are all the same! Oh and this time.. u can add comments in my new blog now!

Ciaoz!!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Sun, 23 May 2004 16:15:15 GMT

Yesterday's supper was great... me, Chien Chien, and Yong Yong went to Darussalam. Oh i never been there after they renovated.. not bad the place... the roti canai wasn't that good but overall it's ok... our waiter was very very friendly. We chatted the night away filled with laughs and cheerz...

Today couldn't go to church... aih...don't want to talk about it. But i manage to clean my aquarium tanks today..wow! All the fishes swimming happily in their new and clean water! Yay!

F1 was on today! Went to Jason's house to watch together along with Tek Yan, Vidi, and Daniel as always. Man!!! It was a great race till Michael Schumacer crashed!! Should have seen our faces (me, Tak Yan and Jason). We're HUGE Ferrarri fan. When Alonso crashed 3 of us was like, "WOOHOO!! YAY!! More chance for Schuey!" Few laps later.... the Safety Car have to come out. That time Schuey was a bit itchy finger lah... playing with the breaks. He wanted to heat up the brakes. But Montoya, following real clsoe behind couldn't stop when Schuey breaked and hit onto him. Schuey slid and crashed. Haih! Sad sad race.... But we still hope on Barrichello!

The last 5 laps was great though! Trulli and Button were battling for the 1st place! Trulli was first and Button was closing the gap every lap! Our eyes were almost sticking onto the tv! My heart was like, "Go Button Go!" Since no Schuey to root for and Barrichello was way behind... so i went for Button! I really respect his improvement! Too bad he couldn't get the first position but it was a great battle! That's what F1 is all about for me! Battling for position. Pit stop battle is fun too!

After finishing the race...aih..poor poor Schuey...Go Go Button!!... i went to wash my car for a while...Hehe! Got my car all dirty!! While driving to Jason's place. Well i went to the wrong lane and wanted to make a u-turn. I made a full turn but reached to the side grass... i didn't know there was mud there so the minute my car went down..i couldn't move!! Thank God i used to go for 4x4 driving camp so when my dad was stuck in the mud..i observed how he got out and so i did the same thing! But man..those mud were all over my car!!! I feel so bad when Tek Yan helped me wash the car and i had to use Jason's/Daniel's/Vidi's..ahya their water and dirty their floor.... Manage to got the car clean then! Thanks Tek Yan! Then washed the floor clean as well..thanks Tek Yan again! But most of all..thanks Jason, Daniel, Vidi for the water!! I'll make it up to you guys one day...Jason, Daniel and Vidi... i feel so bad using ur water. I guess Schuey wasn't the only one having a bad day!

At least the champion ship score...M. Schumacer is still first! 50 points!! And i hope Barrichello will catch up! Go Barrichello Go! Don't give up!

Addition : I may change to BlogDrive... i get complains that non-xanga users couldn't give comments for my blog! So may chagne to BlogDrive lo... still working on it! Sorry guys! At least next time u guys can comment my blog!

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Sat, 22 May 2004 09:41:43 GMT

Aah... everytime i come into this page and listen to this Akazukin Cha Cha song i become so happy! I humm along with it and i can see myself bouncing in joy! Kinda puts a smile on my face since today everything was so wrong...

As usual... we have badminton game every Saturday with my friends. But this time isn't really a good day to start with. I woke up late and so is my driver, Chien Chien. Ended up? Both of us late for the game. Suppose to call each other at 8.45am just to make sure we're both up and changed. But this time... both of us also didn't wake up!

Reached the place at about 9.40am (the game suppose to start at 9am!). But i got suprised when i saw those gang who came early still standing outside the court. Ooi Beng, Jason, Tze-Hur, Jin Tian, Wai Hin... all still outside when i remembered Chien Chien asked them to book the court first. The reason? Huh... that place can make a history today. Fully booked untill 11am!! I've never seen that place fully booked before! We weren't the only one frustrated. Some came as early as those gang of mine also having problem. So we thought we may as well go to summit and play pool/bowling/archery instead!

We ate first before our game since some of them are hungry. Mc Donalds! Long time i have not eaten Mc Egg! Yummy...

Done with our breakfast, we decided to go for a game of bowling! Yay! I got excited! Even cut off my nails while walking there! Jin Tian and Ooi Beng went to get their socks left in the car. Wow and the 'good' news is... the whole alley was taken!! It's ok that Jin Tian and Ooi Beng took the time to get their socks... but me.... i chopped off my nails!!! I'm no nail lover or those kind that really shape up and polish them... but i need those to play my guitar! Why did i get so excited over the bowling that i HAD to cut of my nials first before reaching the bowling alley?? Smart girl! You get a doggy bone! Ruff! Ruff!

So we turned around and head for pool! Thankfully, it was quite empty there. If it wasn't, i think i would have jumped off from the balcony in Summit and fall all the way down to Mc Donald's floor!

The game was great! Though i manage to finished my balls faster than Chien Chien, but i lost cause i hit in the black ball way early before i could finish my own balls! But the second game was great! I won! Then a game with Ooi Beng. Kinda almost win. The black one went in but so did the white ball! Argh! Then another game with Jason. Oh he's great. He can really play! I lost again cause i hit the black one in first...again! Then fight with Tze-Hur. He's funny when he play! Hmm... i don't remember if i lost that game..think i did. Last was with Jin Tian! Haha! They were betting who will win! The final score? Me! Representative of USJ won! Subang representative lost...awww....

Wanted to play archery as well but some had to go back home. So i might as well go back! Wha a day! Well...half the day. Later at night me, Chien Chien and Pei Yong will go for supper! Yay! Miss Pei Yong so much! Till then, toodles! Gotta check my Speak_4_Animals page.

Friday, May 21, 2004

Fri, 21 May 2004 11:23:02 GMT

Door to Door is a great movie! When it was first shown... i never knew about the show or even heard of it. It isn't that famous to start with. Maybe it's because it's TNT production, or maybe i'm blur! But when i saw it in HBO early this year, i heart was touched by the whole story. The whole true story. I saw it again just now and so i told myself i gotta write it down!

William H Macy (acting as Bill P)

It's about a man grown up with a sickness called Cerebral Parlsy. Bill Porter grown up going through lives being insulted by people who never understands him. He talks funny, walks funny and only able to use his left hand to do things. He only has his mother's love to keep him safe.

Bill's harsh journey begins when he insisted to be a door to door salesman like his late father. He manage to get a job after a while of persuasion in Watkins company. As a disabled person, he goes door to door, knocking and smiling at the residents but most shooed him or just banged the door. Yet, he never gives up. At the time he needed support most, his mother was there for him, always telling him these few wonderful words, "Patient and Persistent".

Though Bill's first few tries were always on the wrong side, he never gives up. Even if it looks like he couldn't get the number of sales needed to be a true salesman, he keep on trying. Slowly, he manage to find ways to catch the residence heart. But however, his mother became very sick. Due to old age, his mother experienced memory lost here and there and she couldn't take care of Bill anymore. But timing was right. He met a great friend Shelley Brady (Kyra Sedgwick) who came along and work for him as part-timer carrying things and doing groceries. Then, his mother passed away. From a worker, Shelley and Bill have become great friends. Shelley was always helping him even when he couldn't pay her. But all she can say was, "As a worker, i will leave. But as a friend, i will come over everyday just to say hello!"

Once, Bill almost lost it, giving up his hopes thinking his just not capable anymore. But then again, he turned around and go for it! Throughout his life, he has done great things for other people, those who have shooed him and shut the door, and those who were always there for him. Bill won the best salesman award. He got the most numbers of sales in the company. Everyone was just so proud and awe of his great success as a disabled person.

I have cried while watching this show. Not because of how sad his life was, but how he worked so hard and reached the top! His life has touched my heart so deep. His achievement shows the world that anyone can do it just as long as there's Patient and Persistent in us. He's an inspiring person.

Bill Porter

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Thu, 20 May 2004 17:07:10 GMT

I LVE AKAZUKIN CHA CHA! She's so cute!!! I'm a fan of Cha Cha!

I've been dying to find anywhere that sells Akazukin Cha Cha series. Anyone who knows, please tell me yar?? Thankx!

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Thu, 20 May 2004 14:49:33 GMT

I had a weird dream yesterday. I dreamt that i finally moved to a new house (since we are on the process on moving). But i remembered well in my dream. My new room looked about 85%-90% like my current room. I was sitting with someone, i think it's my brother, on my bed. Suddenly he looked shocked and pointed at my left leg. To my suprise, my leg was suddenly filled with fresh scars and bleeding so much. I could see my flesh or maybe it was my muscle. Like i have fallen so badly or some beast or devil scratched me continously! But i didn't feel any pain at all. It was so mysterious...

I woke up then. Telling myself, "Today got Campus City!" So changed and called the taxi. Boo hoo... there goes RM4-5. Well for worshipping and praising Jesus, it's worth it.

Campus City was great! The songs were great and Kelvin was full of energy! That's the way to liven up the mood man! I got excited as well. But everthing toned down when Ps Ryan announced about the SS13 warehouse problem. I was shocked myself when i heard it and gave a short "Oh!" cry. The message was good today though! I love the quote Ps Ryan gave: "Winners never quit. Quitters never win." Haha! As usual, Ps Ryan is always making the listeners laugh and yet make them think about his valuable message for us. Go Ps Ryan!

Winners never quit! This few words got me into thinking about the warehouse again. And i told myself in the heart, "I'm not letting this obstacle torn my hopes, faith and vision for the new warehouse! I'm not turning away from it! Though i can't do much but i'm not quitting. I'm gonna pray and pray and pray!" Lord i'm not giving up hopes. I have faith and i know that you will answer our prayers. You have answered some of my simple prayers before. But this time Lord, it's a big favour and we ask You for your answer.

Speaking of vision, i suddenly have this interesting vision in my mind. Well i'm not saying it now but it has to do with opening a new club in my college! The vision just keeping running non-stop and i can see the organizations planned well, members all working happily together. How did this vision came about?? I'm not sure if it'll work but i'll talk to people around and see what they think about my idea. Hey! Winners never quit! Praise Lord!

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Tue, 18 May 2004 14:55:27 GMT

Wow! What a great dream yesterday! I dreamt that i scored at least 3 As when i got my results! I pray i pray i pray it will come true! Man it feels so great!

Well today got up but didn't get out of my room. Instead, i stayed inside my room playing guitar and check my mails. So while i was online, i figured i might as well find some chords to play! You know, some song that i really like so i try to get the chords. Not bad though. Got a few nice ones.

Later in the evening i started to change my clothes. Got 'Bak Kut Teh' plan with Pei Yong and Ther Chien. Yummy... We went to the new one in SS18. Wow! It was great! The soup was sweet! Thank God Pei Yong knows mandarin. If not i have no idea how to speak with the waitress! Yumm... we spent about an hour or so eating and chatting. The 'Kuan Yin' tea was great too! Long time i've never drink 'Kuan Yin' tea. Aaahh... nice and smooth...

I then suggested to go to the nearby fish shop. They agreed and so we went! So many fishes there. Some expensive than the one nearby my house, some cheaper! Manage to get some nice Fantail guppies. Pei Yong on the other hand, chose her guppies already (she's a first / second timer),. but when she saw the ones in packets that worth RM1 (to feed Arowanas/Flower Horns), she changed her mind and bought those instead! Well i have to say, it's a good choice since she's not familiar with taking care of fishes yet.

I saw a really funny, disguisting and huge snail in an aquarium tank. I called Pei Yong to take a look. Then i was playing a fool and used my finger to rub on her arm and she screamed!! Man! Everyone was looking at her! Haha! She's hilarious. Then she saw these worms that is used to feed those big fish. She was like "EEeeee...". Again, i was cheeky minded. I pretend i opened the box and took one out and scared her. She screamed the second time! Hahaha!! Oh that was sooooo funny!

On the way back, Ther Chein then knew her weak spot. He used his fingers and touch her neck, pretending there's worm there and man! She screamed so loud! I didn't know he was playing a fool so i almost got a heart attack over her scream! Not to mention she was driving! Hahahha!!

Well, she got her fish, i got mine and we've plan our picnic trip. Hopefully successful!

Monday, May 17, 2004

Mon, 17 May 2004 15:11:17 GMT

I finally get to have a great sleep! Bye bye insomnia! I felt so great! Never sleep like a baby for so long! Well...for about 4 days lah but still... I slept until 2pm!!

Today me, Pei Yong and Ther Chien went to Subang Lake! We wanted to have a fishing and picnic outing there so today, we went to check out the place and see if it's perfect for our plan! Not bad though... a lot of people there compare to the good old days when it was almost empty. Even running around need to watch the people! Aih... everywhere was crowded!

I was enjoying the nature! Mmmmm... the trees and grass were lovely. I noticed a teeny flower which i have not seen for so long and said "Hello" to it. But Ther Chien and Pei Yong thought i was crazy and look and the non important things! Hmph! I love nature and animals! What's wrong with noticing the smallest yet the most beautiful things in the world? Just as along as it puts a smile on my face, i didn't care what they said.

One thing i felt regret was that i didn't bring a camera. I told Ther Chien about how upset i was for not having a camera with me. I really wanted to take pictures of the trees around me. Oh how huge they grow and how lovely they look compare to those at the road side. Some angle really look nice to use a camera to take the picture but as i said... no camera with me!

Then we saw an interesting chicken/bird far at the side of the lake. Wait... i saw it. Those blur people who don't really look at nature saw it when i told them! I really wanted to go nearer and take a look at it. It was really interesting. I've never seen it before! Very rare to me.

Later i started running fast! Why? Ther Chien was poking me from my back! Ouch! As i ran, he chased me and poked me! So i keep running. When he stopped, i kept running! It felt so great that time. I've never run fast for so long.

We've walked the whole place and decided it was okay for us to have a picnic there. Fishing? Count me out. I don't want to hurt those poor fishes' lips and throw it back again and fish again! It's cruel! It's proven that they can feel pain! Even on their lips. Those sad fish that were caught with the hook, i can't afford to look at it. Eating them it's okay. Just like fish eating fish, lions eating antelopes, it's nature. But killing them, it's like killing myself. No way i'm killing any beautiful creatures in this world unless it's by desperate situation. I repeat, "DESPERATE".

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Sun, 16 May 2004 16:05:05 GMT

Aaahh... what a day today. Oh.. i should say yesterday (Sunday) since it's already after 12am (Monday). Sunday was great though i'm totally drained out!

It took me a while to wake up since i've been having a bad sleepless night these few nights. So as usual, i slept at 4 am. Once i slept at 7am! Just so bad!

But i told myself i gotta go to church! Even though i can cheat by going to the 2nd service but nah! So i pushed myself up and feeling totally groggy.

In church i was a bit blur since i was still half asleep. Can't blame me! I'm having semi-insomnia! Or maybe insomnia IS like that... gee...kinda harsh! But i manage to listen here and there. But standing up was a problem. I could feel my body kinda of weak. Like going to faint or someting but thank God i was fine. 1st service preaching was great. Pastor Kenneth was so into the story of the blind boy. I love it too! Don't let the darkness take away your courage and strength! Even if you're blind, you can still make things possible. Even he can so why am i complaining so much about other simple things in life?

After 1st service i went for my weekly InReach New Life 1 studies. Today Pastor Ryan taught us about reading bible and quiet time. He said that it doesn't have to be so systematical about bible and quiet time. We can always seek for his words anytime, anywhere! True! He's so true!

Me and Daniel then headed for Mc Donald's. Too bad, the food wasn't that good. The fish fillet was kinda of cold! Not those out of the fridge cold but like been left there for some time after cooking! (Note to self: Never take cold fish fillet anymore!) but i still thank God for the food he has bless me. I had a great time chatting with Daniel. I find it funny that he doesn't know the process of feterlization in chicken eggs. But i'm glad that he knows now! Chatted almost about whatever is in our mind. As usual, he speaks so quiet and so cute i almost want to lift my fingers and pinch him! Like a baby brother boy-boy only!

My date with my mom was cancelled. So i guess i have nothing else to do but to go for the 2nd service! Why not? Second service, Pastor Kenneth preached about the Parable of the Sower. I guess it was like God trying to tell me something when he explained about it. I feel like the seeds that sowed among the thorn bushes. I hear the message but the worries about life, money and other desires crowd in and choke me. (Mark 4:18-19) Is it an advice from God, passed onto Ps Kenneth just so that i realise about my problems? I guess it's not only for me. I'm sure other people needed this advice too! I was ashamed of myself.

After 2nd service, my brain was totally going out! I was so tired and weak but still i stayed around and do some fellowshipping. It's always fun and enjoyable to chat with Pastor Sandra! Just love it! Then manage to get myself updated about the happenings in my friends' life.

I couldn't stand anymore! I then slowly walk to the bus stop. Met a new friend whom i have no idea what's her name. I just start talking to her, asked her if she's from Mass Comm Taylor's because i saw the books that i have studied before. True enough..she's my junior! But didn't get her name. The bus came and i have to rush off. But it was a great chat!

Walking back from bus was really tiring. I though i was fainting any minute! I stopped for a while, pretend to check my hand phone but actually i wanted to rest! Old lady!

Came back, played guitar, rest for a while. And out of nowhere, suddenly some words came in along with some chords and i start grabbing my guitar and start playing! Yes! Another new song to write! It was 80% successful! Just the bridge part and i'm done! Good job well done! I guess ideas are like that, they come and go!

Later i chatted with Benjamin. Aah... my good ol friend! Really... my old friend! We enjoyed chatting just now. He gave me some advice about my problems. Thanks Dr Ben!

Then called Tek Yan for the fun of it since i have never chatted with him for long time. Well, one week haven't chatted lah. But still... It was fun chatting with him. We talked about the on-goings / happenings in our life since we've never keep in touch. He gave me a lot of advice too. Yep! He's right. Time will only tell. Be happy for what i have. Yep! I'm happy to have him as my good friend! Always there when i got lost in Christian life. But man..that was a loooooooong chat. I do hope my mom won't kill me for it! Cause i called his handphone!! I PRAY she won't get mad!

I guess that's about it. That's practically what happened on Sunday!

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Sat, 15 May 2004 14:14:18 GMT

Wow! What a night i had yesterday. It was a belated birthday celebration for Rubini in G-Spot, Bangsar. Since it's her birthday, why not come right? So i manage to get transport thanks to Adam Rizal! (Thanks Adam...)

I know i may be a little innocent but i've never stepped into Bangsar before. I never really go clubbing. Only once in a blue moon. I do my own parties! So first time stepping into Bangsar yesterday gives me a whole new idea of how bangsar REALLY looks like! Boys, not many of those super good looking but who cares? Girls, WOW! Everywhere you see sexy ladies walking around.

So we stopped at G-Spot and get our seats! I was kind of blur for a while since there were new faces, Rubini's friends. But later on i chat the night away with Adam Ismail. Had a lot to drink though. I usually control my drinks but i guess when Adam I said i was a slow drinker, i felt challenged! So i keep it up! Heh heh... I guess maybe i have gone a little too far. Of course i didn't get drunk. Just got high. If not i wouldn't have remember that i took 3 glass of JD Cokes, 2 glass of Long Island Tea, and 3 glass of Vodka Lime. Yummy... i LOVE vodka lime so when i got my first glass... i just can't stop! It was a great party. Got to chat around, drink, and most of all... dance! I love dancing!

Time to leave, Rubini said that she will send us down. I thought i was high since the world around me was spinning but when i saw her walking side ways, i guess i wasn't that bad! We hug hug around and then say goodbye and me, Adam R and Navin headed for mamak! Wow, while walking i felt soooooo floaty! Like i was really floating or something! I was like, "So this is how it feels to be high." Hey! I never get high before! Controlled drinker and non alcoholic. I guess it was my first time! I'm suprised that i still haven't got to the vomiting part. It must be harsh! But i don't want to try.

Manage to find a good seat at the mamak stalls and i quickly order a hot milo. We then ate satays and otak-otak. Yummy... long time i have never eaten otak-otak. But i guess the hot milo didn't help much. Start walking towards the car, the floaty feeling was still there. Hehe! Cool! Hey, once in a while we gotta do something bad. Just don't do it often!

Reach home at about 2am, i was towards the 'knock-out' feeling. I walked into my room and fell onto my bed! Wow! Never felt so high before. Almost wanting to sleep but i knew i gotta take my bath. So walking towards my bathroom, haha, i guess my balance was getting really out. Of course, no injuries thank God.

After bath, write a short blog, changed my clothes and BOOM! Dropped 'dead' onto my bed! What a night! It's a great experience for me! I know, i can't do this often. Very bad for my health! Really. But once in a blue moon is okay. What celebration is without going off-limits once in a while?

That was yesterday. Today? Total HANGOVER! And i was suppose to play badminton with my friends. Took me a while to actually focus the shuttle as it flies towards me but later on i was okay. In fact, i played well today! I guess sports can really help!